I'm really heart broken.. and I have to somehow find the strength and stand up and figure out what to do with his body let the doctor deal with it, or bury him in my backyard. What to do? Something inside me wants to keep him closer, even if is his dead body..

Sorry for your loss 😞 there is a pet cemetery near Nicosia, if you want to keep the grave...
https://www.instagram.com/angelspetcemetery?igsh=MXNhNjNubWE2dXlzZA==

😢Sorry for your loss, I lost my 13-year dog a year ago, can imagine your feelings. Ask the vet, they can probably offer several options depending on your budget but according to the law you can't just burry him wherever you want

I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine 13years..!